now im at work feelin so sleepy n tired ... im feelin sick rite now ... haizz ... my whole body is aching ... my eyes feel like wanna close already ... so fuckin damn sleepy ... how i wish im at home on my bed ... haizz ...

yest,i nvr go to work ... the main reason was i had a quarrel with my sister ... she is fuckin damn irritating ... im not sure wat is wrong with her ... she is kind of not satisfied with me in everything ... haizz ... she is like chasing me n my mum away n she is feelin sad n hurt herself ... stupid rite ... damn it !!! hmmm ...

rite now,im going to get my own house soon enough ... im juz waitin for the next reply n im going to go for it ... i cant take it anymore ... the way my sister treat my mum like a maid ... i cant take it the way she talk to my mum n also i hate it the way she make my mum cry ... luckily my mum is still alive ... im juz being patience for my mum sake ... if she is not around,i would juz go out from the house ...

all i can say is my sister is very pathetic,annoying,selfish n jealousy ... haizz ... she is always jealous when my mum is close to me or even yasin ... wat a stupid thing to be jealous about ... crazy bitch !!! i feel like wanna slap her on her face n let her tink wat haf she done all dis while ... fucker !!!

i nvr go to work cos i know i cant concentrate thinkin of my mum at home ... she make me n my mum cry early in the morning ... no use callin her sister ... haizz ... then i nvr go work n accompany my mum go market n all ... buy all the stuffs for home ... i ask my mum not too but she still buy it ... both my sister n her husband not workin ... i dun understand ... haizz ... so go buy dried food n some sardines to cook at home ... me,my mum n my 2 nieces had our breakfast n go back home ...

then in a while,i call yasin to meet up ... he came n meet me at around 1 pm then we go ikea to looks at the thing for houses ... hmmm ... then suddenly,i feel not well ... i feel like wanna vomit ... its kind like so sudden ... haizzz ... then we also go off from ikea n i really vomit ... i vomit alot ... eeeeee .... yukkies!!! bluek !!! yasin also ask if i wanna go back home or not but i dun want too ... then he bring me back to his house ...

when we reach there,no one was at home except his brother ... hehe ... so i juz lay donw on the sofa ... i was feelin so weak cos i vomit alot n i juz eat 1 time only in the mornin ... OMG!!! i dun feel hungry at all ... i feel like i cant move at all ... then at ard 4pm,yasin mother also come back from work ... hehe ... i was feelin abit uncomfortable but was ok ... then ard 6 or 6 plus like that we make a move ...

yasin send me back home ... i tot of eatin "ice kachang" but he say he juz send me back home ... he cant wait to go to aiman ... haizz ... so he strait away send me back home ... when reach bedok,we sit down at the void deck for awhile n chit chat ... then he say he wanna make a move n we also go .. when i reach home,i feel not so good ... i change my clothes n i vomit again ... i really cant take it at all ... so sweet of my mum ... she take medicine for me to eat,she massage for me,put oil on my body front n back n she also fed me to eat ... hmmm ... thank you mother!!!

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♥Age:22 yrs old
♥Birthday:14th Feb 1986
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Beautiful memories.....
~Never to be forgotten.....

♥Julia[Small sis]
♥Ellysha[My lover]
♥Keen[Sis]
♥Fizah[Sis]
♥Rina[Sis]
♥Shila[Sis]

♥to haf a beta lyfe wit my mum/
♥to haf a beta job offer
♥to haf a new hp
♥to get settle dwn in lyfe
♥my bf haf a beta future ahead
♥to get my bike license
♥to haf my bf archive his ambition
♥hope my mum get well soon
♥pray for elly to find mr right/
♥pray for my galfrens future
♥pray for all my galfrens family
♥to haf the best for elly in everything
♥pray for jakpeng n elly well in everything
♥hope my fren jakpeng pass his exam wit flyin colours/
♥to lose some fats frm my body
♥to control my temper n learn to talk softly n nice
♥to haf a digicam
♥to haf a lappy
♥get a special present for my bday
♥hope to go for a faraway holiday

♥ Elly ♥
♥ keen ♥
♥ Rina ♥
♥ Yatie ♥
♥ Kynn ♥
♥ Shasya ♥
♥ Liz ♥
♥ Wawa ♥
♥ Kecik ♥
♥ Peipei ♥
♥ Meijin ♥
♥ Abby ♥
♥ Zoe Raymond ♥

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