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Tuesday, December 30, 2008 ; 1:02:00 PMY

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~

last friday,i went to sleep over at yati n tini house ... hehe ... i sleep over cos the very next day,saturday that falls on 27th december 2008 was helmi n fala engagement day ... they get engage beautifully ... hahaha ... they are so sweet ... fala is lookin so gorgeous ... i went there with yati,tini n imah ... yassin didnt turn up cos he's workin until 6pm ... aft everything settle,then all of us went to vivocity ... some going for shopping,some window shoppin n some i dont know where ... hahaha .. end up,me n yassin juz go our own way n we go n eat ... then we go n watch movie ... we watch bedtime stories .. haha ... it was funny but im not in the mood ... was feelin frustrated with yasin ... rite now also im feelin angry with him but cant be bothered .. sick n tired of everything ... i will upload the pic that we took at fala house ...

; 12:52:00 PMY

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~

My another outing was with my galfrens also ... we went to watch movie ... we watch the show called the day the earth stood still ... it was quite a nice show ... i went to watch it with yati,tini,ain,fyfie n also one more "gal" is yassin ... haha ... the only guy there ... b4 watchin it,we all window shoppin for awhile eventhough some of the shop is close ... haha ... very funny ... then after the show,yassin also go back n i went to yati n tini house to sleep over ... we chill at the void deck first with ain ... from 1 plus to almost 4am in the morning ... chit chattin n laughing all ... hahahah ... we also got took some pic cos halfway,imah n ali also appear at the void deck ... juz juz finish window shopping at mustafa centre .. hehe ... this is the pic .. like "siao gal" hahaha ...

; 12:41:00 PMY

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~

hahaha .... now im going to upload all the pic that i have taken with all my galfrens ...
the other time,i went for sheesha .. haha .. all couple who go .. as usual .. me n yassin,elly n jakpeng,kin n zul,fizah n fauzi ... we really enjoy ourselves ... we eat chicken but it was small ... haizz ... small which is only enough for 1 person .. here we go ... this is all the pic that we took ...

; 12:27:00 PMY

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~

hello everyone... hehe .. long time since i update my blog... hmm ... kind of busy at work n also with other stuff ... hmm ...first thing first .. i do have alot of things to say but it is juz that i dun haf the mood to type everthing down .. i will put some pic for u guys to see ... this is an occasion that happen abt 3 weeks ago i guess .. hahaha ... i met up wit my tagged frens,having gathering n bday party at a chalet at pasir ris ... i do have fun abit ... haha ... yassin follow me along ... i will upload the pic ...

Tuesday, December 9, 2008 ; 1:06:00 PMY

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~

now is ard 1 pm already ... ive just taken my lunch juz now ... im very full .. hehe ... i ate penang fried kway teow ... hehe .. as usual ... im alone at work ... still got no newcomers interested to work yet ... hopefully there will be soon enough ... at least i got someone to accompany me ... =)

anyway,my weekends were spend nicely ... hehe ... last friday i nvr go anywhere after work ... i went back home strait ... yasin fetch me n send me back home .. we chill at home playin games at the xbox then suddenly my 1st brother come ... he was nearby bedok so he come n visit my mum ... then suddenly he invited my mum to celebrate hari raya at his house n i ask my mum to go lor ... haizz ... so bored ... my mum not with me again ... i slept alone ... haizz ...

the next day,saturday,i went out with yasin ... he pick me up at ard 8 plus like that n meet talib n tini to go n eat at jurong .... eat at the coffeeshop called teh tarik ... the food there was nice ... it was my first time there .... tini recommended ... hahaha ... thanks tini ..... **wink** i eat hot pot noodle n tini eat wanton noodles ... it is good ... hehehe .... then we go to aiman meet the rest of our bf fren there ... then reach there,it was so crowded ... its kind of like having a party like that ... hehe ... then yati was on the other side,whispering to me askin if i want to go to marina barrage or not n i say why not ... haha ... at last i get to go but one thing is missing ... my larling ... elly is not around ... haizz ... went there with yati nthe bf,fyfie n the bf,imah n the bf n me wit yassin ... heheh ...

when we reach there,we were abit confused n tryin to figure out how the place look like .... we walk in n there it was ... the place was so big n the scenery was very nice ... so relaxing ... hehe ... there is akind of bridge n it is quite high as we walk up all the way ... at the top there,we sit for awhile n chit chattin ... hahaha .... like usual ... hehe ... we got took pictures ... i will upload it n let u all see ... hehe ... then ard 2 plus we go off ... they want to go n eat ... hehe ... then me n yasin also go back ... he spend time with me for awhile then he go back home ...

sunday,it was the eve of hari raya haji ... i nvr go anywhere ... i juz stay at home ... i cook ... haha ... me n my sister cook ... i cook curry mutton n also "roti kirai" ... hahaha ... it was kind of messin my kitchen but it was successful ... i fry chicken n all ... hmm .. ask yasin to come n eat but he nvr cum ... no use ... i feel so tired n i go to rest n sleep early ...

yesterday,it was hari raya haji ... i was alone at home ... nothing to do ... my mum not around cos she is at my 1st brother place n my sister went to her in law house ... i was all alone ... haizz ... pity me rite ... anyway ... i juz want to take dis opportunity to say to all my girls out there: "SLAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI,MAAF ZAHIR BATIN ... HOPE U ALL NJOY UR HOLIDAYS ... =)" i will upload the pic ...

Thursday, December 4, 2008 ; 11:51:00 AMY

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~

nothing to do now ... as usual ... im alone n fucking damn bored ... well ... nothin much to do ... im juz waitin for my pay ... got no money already ... juz have $1 only in my wallet .. my ezlink also balance of $1 ... haizz ... wat to do now .. so frustrated ... tot of findin a part time job but i know it is only nite job is available for me ... haizz ... yasin wont let me work nite at all ...

anyway ... i got to find extra work ... i have to pay alot of thing .. sooner or later,im going to get my own house ... ive receive a letter from the hdb already ... rite now i juz haf to attend the appt n can get the house but i have to standby money ... about $100 to be standby to pay for the deposit first ... haizz ... so stress up ... im still waitin for yasin to have a stable job .. i cant say much anymore ...

sometimes i feel like i want to give up ... work my ass off but when pay time is so little n i have to settle alot of thingy ... i,myself left with nothing to survive on until i have to brw from my frens ... i feel so fuck up ... i know there are frens who will help when ure in need or who dun help but still cant always ask ppl for help ... ppl might think "wat the fuck is wrong with this gal ?!! always wit no money ?!!" haizz ... so stress ... only my close fren knows how difficult i am rite now ...

sometimes,i do feel like i want to give up but i cant ... i have my mum to go on with my life ... i have to work hard no matter how hard life is ... well ... life is like this .. there is up n down ... hmm ... even the sea have their own "mood" ... hahaha ... they have "high tide" n "low tide" ... but for me,it seems like im always on the "low tide" hahaha ... hmmm ...

Wednesday, December 3, 2008 ; 11:16:00 AMY

Sleep Tight, Goodnight~

i tink dis is going to be a long story to write ... i miss alot of day to write my blog ... alot of thing happen ... haizzz ... things wich are not to be expected happen out of sudden ... things which are plan but nvr happen ... what a world ...

last friday,yassin fetch me from work ... all plannin wanna go riding but nvr happen ... we all juz sit down at zul(yati bf) void deck ... i juz watch the guys doing their bike n washin the bike also ... roughly from around 9plus until 1 plus in the morning ... yati come down there at around 11 plus 12 n elly come down at 1am ... i have to make a move at around 1plus like that ... no time to chit chat with them at all ... haizz ...

yasin also send me back home n i say that im hungry want to eat ... so he say we sit at the coffeshop near my house there ... haji karim coffeeshop ... they sell quite nice food down there ... we sit down,eat,drink n talk ... finish everything then he send me back home ... i think the time is almost 2 plus n he went back home strait .. when he reach home,he gave me a call and we went to sleep ...

the next day,plannin to go out also that is on saturday then also nvr happen ... it was so late at nite already n yasin is lazy to go out liao ... elly ask me to join them go clubbin but we nvr cos no money to go chiong ... hehehe ... then plan to go marina barrage then nvr happen ... in the end,talk on the phone wit yasin from 11pm to 3am in the morning ... hahaha ... he say that he will bring me go out on sunday ...

now .... it come the interesting part ... he came down to my place at around 3plus .. we chill for awhile n he ask me if want to go out or not n i say yes then he say no need lah ... i fed up then i also say no need ... i got no mood liao then he laugh ... he think i was like jokin ... then he say ok lah ... we go out... we go marina barrage ... then i say no need ... i got no mood liao ... then he say come lah ... he tell me that go out also nid to use oil n everything ... then i say ok lah ... we no need go out ... we juz go n buy food for my family n he say ok ...

so there we go ... at last we go out ... i taken my shower n put on my clothes ... then he also get his n mine helmet n we ask everyone want to eat wat ... after askin n all,we go down n yasin start his engine .... wahahhaa ... so i climb up the bike n sit down ... he also went out from the carpark ... he want to fill up his oil first then suddenly .... BOMB!!! there we go ... we met with an accident ... dis time i injured my right side ... it was fuckin damn painful ... dis time i fell i really feel like i cant get up at all ... it was so damn painful ... i feel like i want to cry but i cant cry ... then got some ppl help me n they called ambulance ... OMG!! i abit nervous n scare already but still im steady ... hahahaha ... the medic ask me if i want to go hospital or not but i say i dun want too ... i say i still can handle myself but i already cant ...

then the medic say the traffic police will come down cos they are being notified ... haizz ... im in pain and we have been waiting for almost 1 hr but the tp nvr appear ... argghhh!! fuck lah ... i say to yasin i wan to go home ... then went back home,ask my sis to help me clean my wound n all ... my mum was nagging at yasin ... poor thing ... my body was all aching ... my neck also swollen ... haizzz ...

on monday,i nvr come to work ... i went to see doctor ... i went to poly ... i got 2 days mc ... the doctor gave me some medication ... the doctor ask me to go hospital but i dun want to ... the doctor scare if anything happen to me but i say dun worry ... hehe ... (elly,i really sick hor ... nvr pity me ar ... some more say like that in ur blog ar ... notty gal ... cb u .. ) hehehe .... so now im at work alone with no money to eat n also no ciggies at all .... haizzz .... =( i will upload soon ... any pic that i took ...