nothing to do now ... as usual ... im alone n fucking damn bored ... well ... nothin much to do ... im juz waitin for my pay ... got no money already ... juz have $1 only in my wallet .. my ezlink also balance of $1 ... haizz ... wat to do now .. so frustrated ... tot of findin a part time job but i know it is only nite job is available for me ... haizz ... yasin wont let me work nite at all ...

anyway ... i got to find extra work ... i have to pay alot of thing .. sooner or later,im going to get my own house ... ive receive a letter from the hdb already ... rite now i juz haf to attend the appt n can get the house but i have to standby money ... about $100 to be standby to pay for the deposit first ... haizz ... so stress up ... im still waitin for yasin to have a stable job .. i cant say much anymore ...

sometimes i feel like i want to give up ... work my ass off but when pay time is so little n i have to settle alot of thingy ... i,myself left with nothing to survive on until i have to brw from my frens ... i feel so fuck up ... i know there are frens who will help when ure in need or who dun help but still cant always ask ppl for help ... ppl might think "wat the fuck is wrong with this gal ?!! always wit no money ?!!" haizz ... so stress ... only my close fren knows how difficult i am rite now ...

sometimes,i do feel like i want to give up but i cant ... i have my mum to go on with my life ... i have to work hard no matter how hard life is ... well ... life is like this .. there is up n down ... hmm ... even the sea have their own "mood" ... hahaha ... they have "high tide" n "low tide" ... but for me,it seems like im always on the "low tide" hahaha ... hmmm ...

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♥Age:22 yrs old
♥Birthday:14th Feb 1986
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Beautiful memories.....
~Never to be forgotten.....

♥Julia[Small sis]
♥Ellysha[My lover]
♥Keen[Sis]
♥Fizah[Sis]
♥Rina[Sis]
♥Shila[Sis]

♥to haf a beta lyfe wit my mum/
♥to haf a beta job offer
♥to haf a new hp
♥to get settle dwn in lyfe
♥my bf haf a beta future ahead
♥to get my bike license
♥to haf my bf archive his ambition
♥hope my mum get well soon
♥pray for elly to find mr right/
♥pray for my galfrens future
♥pray for all my galfrens family
♥to haf the best for elly in everything
♥pray for jakpeng n elly well in everything
♥hope my fren jakpeng pass his exam wit flyin colours/
♥to lose some fats frm my body
♥to control my temper n learn to talk softly n nice
♥to haf a digicam
♥to haf a lappy
♥get a special present for my bday
♥hope to go for a faraway holiday

♥ Elly ♥
♥ keen ♥
♥ Rina ♥
♥ Yatie ♥
♥ Kynn ♥
♥ Shasya ♥
♥ Liz ♥
♥ Wawa ♥
♥ Kecik ♥
♥ Peipei ♥
♥ Meijin ♥
♥ Abby ♥
♥ Zoe Raymond ♥

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